3-6-25

I’m at work so it might get a little disparate. I dunno if I’ll be able to achieve that holiest of holy’s flow state, but we’ll try our best. I don;t see why my life now isn’t exactly what I want it to be. I have independence and freedom. I suppose “leisure” is one thing I don’t often afford myself. That's why I’ve enjoyed the exercise, and specifically playing soccer. I do myself a disservice by having my only real leisure time spent watching television. It seemingly has become this constant. It is expected that one consumes at least one hour of television daily. And I’ve corrupted Deirdre! I remember explicitly saying to my dad that I never wanted to watch a movie with Deirdre. When I said it I FELT like the truth, and I believe it is. My leisure needs to be diversified, and that will fill me with joy and inspire playfulness. I am breaking up with beer and my TV.